I'm glad that you love me and would entertain the thought of spending your precious years with me, but I'm much happier knowing that you share a love that's seems to be pure & true with your wife.
I'm not sure whether you are the same person who wrote "what happen when your wife becomes your grandma". if your are the same lady, i have this to say to you. You are a passionate woman, full of life. And if you were to turn like grandma, I would still spend my diamond years with you. You actually have discribed my wife, leave out the grandma part. She adds pleasure into my life with a sense of deep understanding of what life truly is. She taught me to appreciate what i have, my house my whatever car, my kids my shoes etc. She taught me to love LIFE. Instead of spending time creating more "stuff" enjoy what I already have created. Enjoy everything like it was the very 1st time every time. That really feels my void.
Have you ever felt like you're slowly falling into an abyss of chaos & destruction? If not, count your lucky stars, 'cause that's the story of my life. Before my butt hits a chair I've already walked through the Sahara desert and back. Sometimes I question why life throws so many curves my way....I mean can it really get any worse. "Of course it can", I tell myself...that usually makes me feel a whole lot better for about 2 to 3 minutes max. To put it in simple terms, I'm tired of walking to the beat of the 9 to 5 drum. It's insane. People wonder why they're dying of cancer, depression, strokes, & heart attacks, meanwhile most of the answers lie before them-- stress and a bad diet. We eat garbage, and push ourselves beyond its limits--so really, what did you think was going to happen genius???? College life just makes everything so much more complicated. I love school as much as I hate the thought of going to prision, but I had no intention of spending 20 years in it. The average individual will spend approximately a quarter of their lives in school and most of them won't even live to be a 100. Talk about doing some serious time. I believe that all of these problems revolves around the way this society operates and what it prioritizes (money). We're so busy existing and surviving that we've forgotten what it means to live. Even the Europeans think we're crazy!!!! I'm really going to consider job offers in the Caribbean. Maybe, I'm being a little radical, but I want to enjoy what I'm doing at the present and what I'll be doing in the future and that all requires being alive and well. My biggest fantasy is to lay under the tropical sun of the Caribbean (Haiti preferably) with a pina colada in hand and to have the bluish & golden colors of the sand and sea under my feet. Is that too much for a girl to ask? Lamour et La Paix
